Still Struggling

I have not had a cigarette since Sept 14, 2009.  But--- I want one every minute of every day!  I keep thinking it should be getting easier as time goes on.  Stop smoking commercials on TV are making me crazy.  I know that they are trying to promote a non-smoking environment, but it sure is hard to see those ads, on TV, the internet, or magazines.  Every time I see an ad for Chantix, Nicorette or Nicoderm, I desperately want a cig.  Not bad enough to get dressed and go buy a pack, but enough it stays on my mind.  And those commercials are everywhere!  I do not want to become a smoker again, but I'm feeling very vulnerable today.